This is what I asked for and in this day and age that's what actually goes on. But what hurts me the most is that I work just as hard as any other actress around my age like Scarlett Johansson but I just don't get the opportunities that they get because people are so distracted by the mess that I created in my life.

Compared to a lot of actresses my age I'm actually overweight.

There's a very small group of elite actresses who are my age who people want to work with. It's not easy to get a good job with good actors.

TV is sort of the only way to go for an actress my age to make a decent salary with independent films you just can't.

I'm not skinny for the wrong reasons. It's not because I'm bulimic or anorexic or doing drugs. Compared to a lot of actresses my age I'm actually overweight.

You know what makes me feel old? When I see girls who are 20-something or the new crop of actresses and think Aren't we kind of the same age?