I mean I - it's so funny I am you know I am you know a working woman out in the world but I still live with my parents half the time. I've been sort of taking this very long stuttering period of moving out.
The one thing I've learned is that stuttering in public is never as bad as I fear it will be.
There's not a good poet I know who has not at the beck and call of his memory a vast quantity of poetry that composes his mental library.