I have a big fear of change or negative change anyway. I'm basically the same person I was when I won 'Idol ' or when I was 10.
The question I love to get asked is: 'What's the hardest part of your job?'...
You do have to change things as warfare changes.
I was always very determined and ambitious and I knew I would do something that would let me travel and stuff but I didn't know really know what I would do to get there.
