Unfortunately we don't have all the bits and pieces on the car that we had hoped to have by this stage so we've got to make as good a job as we can with what we have and we feel we are doing well with that at the moment.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
When I lose the sense of motivation and the sense to prove something as a basketball player it's time for me to move away from the game.
