I mean you have a general tone of it but it's pretty much you get to come in and you're going to flip this car and it's going to blow up and you're going to come out on fire and you go oh that's cool and then you get paid a lot of money.
I felt that if there wasn't going to be a good opportunity then I would just...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
In fact I am quite snappy and irritable and I don't know if I'd like to make myself worse in that respect.