If I test the car for a year I can be quite competitive the next season.
I don't like being famous - it is like a prison. And driving for Ferrari...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Let us speak though we show all our faults and weaknesses - for it is a sign of strength to be weak to know it and out with it - not in a set way and ostentatiously though but incidentally and without premeditation.