I was 16 years old driving to LA and sleeping in my car just trying to make it happen.
You have to be vigorous. That's the only way you are going to get it because...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Never be in a hurry do everything quietly and in a calm spirit. Do not lose your inner peace for anything whatsoever even if your whole world seems upset.
