It just seemed too weird to me. I don't know maybe they were smoking a joint in the car downstairs from their parents' apartment. I had to go that far to put together a scenario of how they could have possibly recognized me.
I mean I'd love to have a private jet - I know people who fly by private jet...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
You can't make positive choices for the rest of your life without an environment that makes those choices easy natural and enjoyable.