At least 50 times. I've jumped off a building jumped off a cliff in a car. I've been in bedrooms when women came in with knives and guns.
I go out with white women. This makes a lot of people unhappy mostly black...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
We often attribute 'understanding' and other cognitive predicates by metaphor and analogy to cars adding machines and other artifacts but nothing is proved by such attributions.
