I know a man who doesn't pay to have his trash taken out. How does he get rid of his trash? He gift wraps it and puts in into an unlocked car.
I once wanted to become an atheist but I gave up - they have no holidays.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
It is important to expect nothing to take every experience including the negative ones as merely steps on the path and to proceed.