I rememeber one time we were getting ready to go to South America and everything was packed up and in the car ready to go and I hid and I was crying because I really did not want to go I wanted to play. I did not want to go.
Everyone who knows me will know the truth which is that my children come...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I am a dreamer. Seriously I'm living on another planet.
