I liken myself to Henry Ford and the auto industry I give you 90 percent of what most people need.
The guy who knows about computers is the last person you want to have...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
As soon as you concern yourself with the 'good' and 'bad' of your fellows you create an opening in your heart for maliciousness to enter. Testing competing with and criticizing others weaken and defeat you.