After all what is your host's purpose in having a party? Surely not for you to enjoy yourself if that were their sole purpose they'd have simply sent champagne and women over to your place by taxi.
There's a certain kind of behavior in the Arab world that to me resembles...
I don't think balance is something you get from someone else it's something...
I've returned to being an amateur without any ties or strings attached which gives me a freedom I never had before.