If you're an original thinker you are going get told 'no' a lot and you have to be able to hear 'no' many times from the bankers and trust that at some point someone is going to recognize that you are an artist and not a can of soda.
And what we've lost sight of is that performing manual labor with your hands...
The betrayal of trust carries a heavy taboo.
We had access to too much money too much equipment and little by little we went insane.