Everyday life is like programming I guess. If you love something you can put beauty into it.
I currently use Ubuntu Linux on a standalone laptop - it has no Internet...
I feel by posing for Playboy I've discovered my own sexuality and beauty and...
You don't want to be too cool. But you don't want to be too dorky. Still I find it so much better to see a guy at a club being a dork and having fun than trying to be sexy.