If you have three people in your life that you can trust you can consider yourself the luckiest person in the whole world.
A lot of people would be embarrassed to admit that they were on 'Barney' but...
The betrayal of trust carries a heavy taboo.
Eventually I did that but it took a lot of twists and turns and there were a year or two there where I was living with no money at all - no home no car no nothing. I was living in somebody's garage in Los Angeles at that point - for a year.