I've been so entwined with technology since I was about 15 recording myself and multitracking and producing things on my own.
Life can be challenging and sad... but music is the easy part.
If we had had the right technology back then you would have seen Eva Braun...
You're just left with yourself all the time whatever you do anyway. You've got to get down to your own God in your own temple. It's all down to you mate.