I was always depressed growing up. There wasn't a reason for it I just was. I was sad and morose. I cried a lot I wrote a lot and I read a lot and that was how I dealt with it.
My mom has a tape from when I was like 2 years old talking with my grandma...
I had never felt so lonely and so sad in my entire life.
A lot of the high-level sports are really in your mind.