I can't really have any friends. It's sad really. It's lonely. But that's how I am.
And it hurts as a player that you put a lot of hard work in during the week...
I had never felt so lonely and so sad in my entire life.
No one else can take risks for us or face our losses on our behalf or give us self-esteem. No one can spare us from life's slings and arrows and when death comes we meet it alone.