I think if you're in a committed relationship unless you have some sort of an understanding monogamy is something that should exist.
If you don't love yourself you can't love anybody else. And I think as women...
I feel an intense intimacy with those who have this loathing interest in me....
My size has helped make me an amazing performer too. The cliche of the Funny Fat Friend: I absolutely was that character - I am that character... It's a complicated bag of tools I acquired and I've put them all to work onstage.