But I do know focusing on the exterior doesn't make me happy. If I want peace and serenity it won't be reached by getting thinner or fatter.
For a while I was on the cover of every Sports Illustrated swimsuit issue...
When I sing I have a sense of peace I feel like my brain turns off and I...
If you get too attached to how you want it to come out the other side you freeze. I try to trust that it will work out in the end.