I wanted to make a living but I really was not interested in money at all. I was interested in being a great comedian.
Even back then I exuded self-confidence and that drives women crazy.
People look at me and they go 'You're white you're smart you must have...
But when I lose my temper I find it difficult to forgive myself. I feel I've failed. I can be calm in a crisis in the face of death or things that hurt badly. I don't get hysterical which may be masochistic of me.