Charge forward with hope and get the best medical advice you can. Talk to your friends neighbors family and together you attack it. We can't always control what happens to us but we can always control how we react to it.
A healthy outside starts from the inside.
Sometime they don't let you know that they know that they don't know...
For target shooting that's okay. Get a license and go to the range. For defense of the home that's why we have police departments.
