If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint ' then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced.
One must work and dare if one really wants to live.
Wushu is a move in Chinese a physical move. An attack. Wushu is like an art.
It's your outlook on life that counts. If you take yourself lightly and don't take yourself too seriously pretty soon you can find the humor in our everyday lives. And sometimes it can be a lifesaver.