For the execution of the voyage to the Indies I did not make use of intelligence mathematics or maps.
Tomorrow morning before we depart I intend to land and see what can be found...
I wasn't privy to all of the intelligence that was coming in about Guatemala...
I used to hurt so badly that I'd ask God why what have I done to deserve any of this? I feel now He was preparing me for this for the future. That's the way I see it.