When you are kind to someone in trouble you hope they'll remember and be kind to someone else. And it'll become like a wildfire.
I think the idea that you know who your inner self is on a daily basis...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
There are moments when you feel that the desire to work is fading and the only way to bring it back is to get away from it to put yourself in a state of frustration so you feel the need again.