It's just a part of our nature to hope.
A lot of sad stories in a row - that wears on you.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
I rememeber one time we were getting ready to go to South America and everything was packed up and in the car ready to go and I hid and I was crying because I really did not want to go I wanted to play. I did not want to go.
