I have tried to keep on with my striving because this is the only hope I have of ever achieving anything worthwhile and lasting.
Trust has to be earned and should come only after the passage of time.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
Fairest and dearest your wrath and anger are more heavy than I can bear but learn that I cannot tell what you wish me to say without sinning against my honour too grievously.
