We can only learn to know ourselves and do what we can - namely surrender our will and fulfill God's will in us.
I know the power obedience has of making things easy which seem impossible.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
When I see myself on film it makes me smile I mean making a good living doing what I enjoy is soo much fun. I just hope that everyone has the chance to enjoy life like I do.