We can only learn to know ourselves and do what we can - namely surrender our will and fulfill God's will in us.
I know the power obedience has of making things easy which seem impossible.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
A lot of people think Christianity is about always being perfect. It's actually the opposite of that. It's realizing that we're all humans and that's why God sent his Son to this earth - to save people.