I think I've always been somebody since the deaths of my father and brother who was afraid to hope. So I was more prepared for failure and for rejection than for success.
It's both rebellion and conformity that attack you with success.
The Soviet Union did not achieve victory over the West so was my information...
Like every aspect of cancer I've weathered thus far today's experience was not at all demoralizing expensive or humiliating. No it was just plain fun.