The only time you really live fully is from thirty to sixty. The young are slaves to dreams the old servants of regrets. Only the middle-aged have all their five senses in the keeping of their wits.
Leave it as it is. The ages have been at work on it and man can only mar it.
I would go to bed every night and have dreams about having a time machine and...
You are going to let the fear of poverty govern you life and your reward will be that you will eat but you will not live.