At some point in your life if you're lucky you get to design the way in which things evolve.
It's a source of great sadness to me that my father died without having seen...
Design must seduce shape and perhaps more importantly evoke an emotional...
Even if you're unhappy just pretend that you're happy. Eventually your smile will be contagious to yourself. I had to learn that. I used to think 'I'm being fake ' but you know what? Better to be fake and happy than real and miserable.