When you're surrounded by all these people it can be even lonelier than when you're by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd but if you don't feel like you can trust anybody or talk to anybody you feel like you're really alone.
The quick success was a bit strange to get used to.
But the wicked passions of men's hearts alone seem strong enough to leave...
I get to play golf for a living. What more can you ask for - getting paid for doing what you love.